A Lady has taken to social media to lament bitterly as she recounts the biggest mistake of her life.
She revealed that she got married to a man she didn’t love hoping that she could use marriage to forget her first love.
In a post on TikTok, she narrates;
My husband was kind, caring, loving and dependable, he had been in love with me since our first year of university.
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He was ready to do anything for me, supported me during tough times and was always by my side. But my heart was taken by him – the guy with whom I first experienced love.
We dated all through school and it felt like something magical, I loved him with all my heart and was sure we would always be together.
But as soon as we graduated, he moved to Germany without a word, cutting all ties.
My whole life and future plans shattered in that moment, everything around me lost meaning, and I didn’t know how to go on.
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At that turning point, the very classmate who would eventually become my husband confessed his feelings for me and proposed.
I agreed to marry him hoping to forget the nightmare and start a new life.
But after the wedding, it only got worse. I tried to convince myself that I had made the right choice.
But as time went on, I realized more and more that trying to build a life with someone I didn’t have real feelings for was a mistake.
I felt terrible, I tried to let go of the past, I tried to love him but I couldn’t.
In search of sipport I started taking NAD. It helped me manage my emotions, my anxiety and gave me clarity.
I realized I couldn’t keep living this way, deceiving both myself and my husband, I couldn’t give him what he deserved.
He deserved to be with someone who could love him back. I told him everything, packed my things and left. I don’t know what’s next, but I hope I can figure things out, let go of my first love.
And maybe, someday, learn how to love again and allow myself to be happy.”
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